a little bit stronger

Hey sweetie! So i'm listening to CMT while I'm waiting to go to work and the song A Little Bit Stronger by Sara Evans just came on. Even though it's not about our situation it still makes me think of us, well parts of it does.

It talks about getting a little bit stronger with each passing day because you are away from the one you love. In the song its about break up, but it works for us too. each day i have to get stronger. because even though we only have 12 days left until we can spend 2 weeks together, its always in the back of my mind that we have to spend more months apart until we can see each other again after those two weeks are over. every day i have to get stronger because if i don't then i don't know how i could make it through this, i don't know how i'd be able to make with out you here by my side each day.

the bold parts of the song are the ones that i like the most.

Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain
But I brushed my teeth anyway
I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face
I got a little bit stronger

Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt
So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for minute but I changed it
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer
I'm busy getting stronger

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking, that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger

Getting along without you, baby
I'm better off without you, baby
How does it feel without me, baby?
I'm getting stronger without you, baby

And I'm done hoping we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

I get a little bit stronger
Just a little bit stronger
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger


I love the part that says i know my heart will never be the same but i'm telling myself it'll be ok even on my weakest days i get a little bit stronger. i like it because it's soo true baby, my heart never will be the same since you came into my life. i will forever be changed because of you. and every day i have to tell myself that everything will be ok, that soon you'll be out here with me and hopefully in just a few months i'll be moving to north carolina to be with you. and even on my weakest days, even when it's the hardest being away from you, not being able to hold you or hug you, i do get a little bit stronger. and some days i don't wanna get out of bed and some days i have to fake a smile and fake that everything is ok, but i know that i'm getting stronger.

i love you baby!